Well Hello There!!

well so here it is... my first blog. I have created my site and now it has taken me one week to sit down and start writing. You see I was reading in the blog directions and it said pick something you are passionate about and create your blog about that. So yes, I am passionate about my husband and my family, but most importantly especially at this point in my life I am passionate about what work God has and is doing within me. Part of that is sharing with others where I have been and what I am going through. So I thought it would be good for my own soul to do some public venting.... some soul venting.... some life venting. All this said I have been nervous to start so I decided I better just sit down and do it!
I do this blog for two reasons:selfishly to help my own crazy mind of thoughts and also in the hopes that someone out there can somehow benefit from my life stories. All my life I tend to to look outside my life to see if someone is out there struggling with the same thing I am, just so I don't feel so alone, just so I don't feel so crazy. Lo and behold as I started opening up to my friends I have found them to be so receptive and assuring that I am not and indeed they have had similar life situations. For those out there who feel so isolated, first and foremost- God knows, God cares, and God is waiting for you to reach out for his hand to help. One thing I learned from Beth Moore http://bethmoore.org today listening to her bible study is that God does NOT force his children into his arms then it would not be free will, but He is continually behind us just waiting for us to turn around and see him there with his arms wide open!! So stay tuned for more to come, I hope to make this a daily habit of mine.